Who is Kendo? This question and more importantly the answer to this question has always been the driving force behind me. What am I interested in when I set up my camera, what fuels my creative juices when I say “Action” well what is not important to me is what everybody else is doing, or supposedly doing. But let’s start at the beginning.

I am sure I am like very other male always having a deep fascination with Porn, I remember stealing my dads porn mags only to find he had taken them back the next day, a little awkward to say the least but the fascination was always there.

I suppose my first real steps taken towards who I am now started in a different direction, but then don’t all journeys start that way? I remember watching a film ‘Pumping Iron’ with Arnold Schwarzenegger a bodybuilding movie and thinking to myself that’s what I want to do thats what I want to be, I want to be a competitive bodybuilder. I am sure many men have thought the same thing watching the same movie, the difference with me I suppose is I have a very very competitive nature, my will to succeed and my self belief has always been second to none. Three years after starting bodybuilding I was Junior Mr England, Junior Mr South Britain etc etc etc I competed in thirteen shows and won nine and was in the top three in every show I became that semi professional bodybuilder I always wanted to be with sponsorship, and did I earn money from it, did I buggery not a single penny.

Anyway at the age of twenty I went to work at a local night club, trying to get some money to pay for my enormous food bill. I thought I was going to collect glasses but they took one look at me and said “Underground” this was where all the action happened and when I say action I mean six or seven fights a night, my first night one of the punters actually died at the hands of another doorman. Welcome to my world.

I never have actually worked a nine to five job ever, I have never really worked for anybody apart from myself in one shape or another. I have been to college got my A’levels then worked in the night clubs then moved onto stripping. Yes I was that male stripper in that go go bar, well I was actually in a male revue group. But let’s not jump the gun. I was still doing door work when this guy comes up to me and asks me if I wold be interested in getting into stripping, this was on a Saturday night and the next day I was in his house in front living room learning some crazy cheesy dance moves.

My first ever strip show some two days later after learning the cheesy dance moves and drinking a bottle of wine to try and calm my nerves down I found myself with a small plastic lizard sitting on my shoulder, I think his name was Jakey. I was wearing thigh high leather boots, they were black and flat just encase you ask, I was wearing a leather codpiece it was a little bit sticky and oily and yes I was holding a moody broom stick with leather tassels in my hand. I was dressed up like some kind of wacked out mad max figure with my long curly hair to boot, there were twelve hundred screaming women trying to rip my skin off, you would have thought they had never seen a man before in their life, wow again welcome to my world. Anyway we were stripping some thirty shows a month, manic but great fun and a great bunch of guys.

So what about the Porn job I hear you ask? well it was the same guy, a friend of mine called Simon who had asked me about getting into stripping who had been approached by a company to put a show together for Playboy TV, The Adult Channel to rival the Ben Dover show that was on the TVX channel. I was fresh out of prison had not seen a woman for a while and he asked me if I fancied doing a Porn Film, what do you think I said? hold on I hear you say, prison where did that come from, well yes I was a naughty boy and got four years for admitting to the police I had given a friend a ecstasy tablet, not for monetary gain but social supply and yes I got four years,. It was reduced to two years and I ended up doing a year. Anyway so I was away from the group for a year, I got out of prison and was asked if I wanted to make a porn film, what do you think I said, OH YES.

Not sure if I should go on actually what do you think? Is anybody actually interested in what I am writing? Is it touching you in someway, you know I have never been a writer and this whole blogging thing is new to me, so what do think. Do you want to hear more??